A mother’s love.

29 Jun

This morning I didn’t feel too good mentally because I had what I can only describe as my first nightmare for a very long time, I am not going to go into detail but “if anyone dare touch a hair on her head, then I’ll fight to the last breath” I think it came from my fear that I may not be able to protect her forever and I want to….!

Watching Jamie today (and everyday) I saw a “mother’s love”, something I don’t think I knew what it meant, until I watched mother and daughter together today breastfeeding. Mommy was completely relaxed and looking straight into Reagan’s eyes with Reagan taking life from mommy. Reagan was looking back in the absolute complete knowledge and trust that the warmth, love and food she gives makes her feel safe and good!

Jamie makes sure Reagan is happy so much of the time that “A baby crying” is quite rare in this house and when you hear her cry and that bottom lip curls and tears flow it heart wrenching…..but then you think hang on a minute has she actually got any reason to scream and cry like that when in actual fact she’s just a bit hungry….? It can be very frustrating being a parent but I suppose its the only way she knows how to tell you something’s wrong You just then have to work out what it is, and this bit gets easier over time! Mommy can tell you 9 times out 10 whats wrong from another room just by the sounds Reagan makes and I am picking that talent up too!

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