Not going to mention today, I will start when I got home from work and found Jamie asleep on the sofa and tried to creep past her but she stirred when I kissed her arm she smiled a true “I am really glad your here” kind of smile. She makes me feel so good without even trying, and I don’t know what I did in my life to deserve half of how she makes me feel?
She had a real moment of tears missing the fact that her friends were not here to share all this with her and that really upset her and also me, because its the one thing I can’t make right…I know some of you read this and if I can tell you that the tears I saw tonight were soo heart felt as she felt so alone even though I was sat right next to her! She really misses you more than you will ever know.
So we talked about what had gone on and sorted out in our heads what WE want to do and then decided to walk into town. Jamie was tired but we need to keep active and not to resort to draconian measures like lying down and accepting its how its got to be? Jamie is not like that but her will was ripped from her but it was back now and a few hugs later we were by the canal chatting with not a care in the world (almost?)
The plan we (when I say we I actually mean Jamie!) formulated was Crack open a bottle of wine and get relaxed on the patio I made a chicken cajun stir fry on a bed of coriander rice followed by strawberry cheesecake!
I am sat here now with THE most relaxed pregnant woman in England boncing on a ball laughing and chatting to her bezzie on the phone…
Oh, and I had wine too YAY!
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