I hate doubting myself but sometimes unconsciously doubts creep in and I can’t shake them off…and then it becomes conscious and it gets worse because things snowball in me head and it’s very difficult to see positives?
I’m talking about being Reagan’s dad.
Over the last couple of days it’s been difficult to enjoy being her dad because I didn’t do anything right and felt annoyed when she didn’t respond to the little time I have with her between getting home from work and kissing her goodnight and leaving her bedroom. This time should be my quality time with my daughter but when everything I try ends in screaming and crying even though I would do anything to make her happy…
Is it my fault? is all I can think when she is like this yet I know when I get home at 18:00 Reagan is tired and hungry and although she wants to be with me (probably) she wants food and sleep more!
I got home on Tuesday night and she was sooo much fun and so easy it re-instilled my faith in what I am doing is actually right and I am good enough but….?
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