My Dearest Little Boy,
Well I am sat here, oh so very pregnant, 3 days overdue in fact, just willing you out into the world and ultimately into my arms. Pregnancy is one of the hardest things a woman ever has to do in her life but the end result is this perfect little baby that Iâ€™ve waited my whole life for. Iâ€™ve dreamed of my children since I was a small girl and Iâ€™m dying to know you in real life.
Being overdue, I have to say, is very difficult because as much as I love feeling you wiggle and squirm and being so close to you and knowing that this is a time that you and I will have together and that nobody will ever be closer than we are at this very moment, I am still struggling with my inability to sleep, move, breath just do normal every day things. I feel so strong and ready to bring you into this world and I just canâ€™t help but wonder why you canâ€™t sense this and just come out? Iâ€™m desperate to meet you little man…desperate!
So while you are squashed up in my tummy your daddy and sister and I are impatiently waiting for you to arrive? All we do is talk about you and try and daydream about how are lives are going to change once you are here. I try and picture holding you and your sister in my lap and it actually brings tears to my eyes. I love you more than youâ€™ll ever know. Youâ€™ve been kind of quiet today and it always makes me worry that something is wrong but just as I write this you are kicking so hard the laptop is actually moving from side to side….guess you can feel me eh little one? You must know that I am sat here thinking of nothing but you.
Well Iâ€™m off to rest up for you as much as I can and pray and dream of the moment we first lay eyes on each other. I just hope I can be the mommy you need me to be and never let you down
All my love little Linc hope to see you soon
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