The stresses starting to show at times and it is important we talk about them, so tonight we had a little chat and a hug and a cuddle and said we love each other. I thought it was a lovely moment in my eyes because the reason all this happened is because we love each other and although she will ALWAYS be worth it Reagan completes us she doesn’t divides us.
We and especially Jamie have had such a hectic and at times traumatic but mostly emotional time and haven’t even kissed, spoken, showed any feeling or communicated on any other level than Reagan level… that its so important to remember “US” too (and I’m sorry I don’t mean the United States here!)
The stresses I am talking about are:
Tiredness, we are both tired and need sleep but Reagan dictates when and how we get it. Our teamwork is the best way to achieve the most and I fit mine in at the moment while Jamie feeds Reagan a that is the only thing I can’t do! It means I am as refreshed as possible when my turn comes and I can take Reagan away from mommy for a short while so she can recharge her batteries!
Emotional, Jamie’s hormones are absolutely all over the place at the moment she was pregnant four days ago since then she has laboured for hours, given birth, become a mom, taken a crash coarse in parenting, been happier than she’s ever been before, more frightened than she’s ever been before and EVERY other feeling I can think of….than ever before! I am fine but will look after Jamie and make sure all falls back into the right place, she’s strong, but I’m here if she needs me!
Tiredness, oh damn I’ve mentioned this..sorry
Fear, it such a responsibility Reagan will be who we make her in to everything she will become its down to how we raise her and if we get it wrong…?
We are now a family and will be forever and a day (Amen, lol)
If we were offered a job that we had to work 24 hours a day 7 days a week for no monetary reward I would tell you to stick it where the sun don’t shine! Jamie and I applied for this job, passed the interview and accepted the pay was worth it!
We are: Team Reagan Grace
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