Lincoln is suffering again and the last couple of nights have been difficult for Jamie and me with him screaming throughout the evening then fussing throughout the night keeping us awake so we have reverted to taking turns with him on the sofa while the other sleeps.
We went to see the doctor again this morning in the hope that she mght be able to give us a plan or something to raise our hopes and spirits which are sadly depleated at the moment. The best she could do was to speak to one of the partners for advice and promised to call us back at dinnertime…well that was at 10:45 this morning and I have just left them a message asking why she hasn’t called, it’s 16:49?
It makes me feel (I can’t speak for Jamie) like no-one is really that arsed how hard it is and they think “you makes your bed…” and they might be right but living in this bubble you become tired and intollerent of others. Anyone that knows me I hope would say I’m pretty easy going but just lately the cracks are beginning to show, take yesterday for instance we went out for a meal and after waiting 45 minutes for our meal we were asked if everything was alright? I said no actually it isn’t…now I never complain but yesterday I’d had enough! Jamie was served peas her worst food nightmare even though the menu said savoy cabbage and all they could say was ‘the chef does that if he’s ran out of savoy cabbage?’ well that’s not my problem! Her excuse for our meal being late was ‘we have a lot of big groups in’ again not my problem so I asked her to pass on my concerns and she disappeared and we were there for another hour and no-one returned and they allowed us to leave?
We won’t be returning soon…
I am not a complainer but I’m tired and frustrated and lots of things that really don’t matter are beginning to irk me so much so that I had to tell the nieghbours across the road to move the van blocking our drive…I need to take a chill pill….
THIS BLOG WAS WRITTEN ON SUNDAY AND NOT PUBLISHED IT, I FORGOT…STRESSED I GUESS?
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