The ramblings of a tired man?

2 Oct

Where do I start, what happened in the last 15 days? Was it a dream will I wake up and find…oh wait you have to be a sleep to wake up…aaahhh sleep I remember that feeling.

It’s been an absolute rollercoaster Lincoln, the moment you were born I was holding your momma’s hand just praying for you to cry and when you did I shed a tear and squoze (if that’s a word?) momma’s hand so hard because at that moment you made our family complete! Just after that moment a doctor or midwife or someone really important said Jeez “he’s loud” and it never registered at the time…

I have loved you since the moment your momma said you were on the way and you and your sister will recieve all of my love everyday for the rest of my life but the last 15 days have been LIFE CHANGING! We thought we were ready for your arrival and I suppose we were practically but mentally I thing we were a little naive to say the least lol (yes I am laughing as I right this!)

We are about to move to the next stage of our life with me returning to work leaving your momma to look after you and your sister… I know she is nervous but I also know she will be absolutely fine even if initially help is required?

Things I can see that have changed since your arrival are definately more washing ffs Linc I’ve never stopped washing drying folding then washing the same things again… I miss mommy because you take up so much of her time. Reagan misses mommy and craves her attention…shiznit this is so negative 🙁

I have loved the last 15 days even though I don’t think I have ever felt so tired, constantly, ever…but I am focusing on the negatives or should I say negative?

The positives are as follows: You are the most beautiful little boy I have ever laid eyes on and a perfect addition to my family. You have made momma and me even happier than we thought we could ever be. You make me so proud I could burst. As a family we are going to travel the world! You will become an American citizen with your auntie Emily and Grandma present. You will be christened on the same day as your sister. Your sister can’t wait to play with you and has done nothing but stroke you and caress you and give you so many kisses. Your grandma and grandad in denver can’t wait to meet you so too you auntie. In England you have a wonderful family too especially uncle Karl Auntie Karen and cuz Abz not to mention Nannie and Grandad too! Jeez there are just so many positives I could write all night and still be pissed off in the morning becuse I forgot one!

I’m not going to read all that back because I wrote it as it came into me head all I will say is “welcome son, I love you!” and I will try to write better blogs soon…?

This content is restricted to site members. If you are an existing user, please login. New users may register below.

Existing Users Log In
   
New User Registration
*Required field

Comments are closed.