Watching Reagan sleep

15 May

Reagan earlier today in bouncy chair, watching CBeebies

I have sat here for three or four hours now and actually watched Reagan sleep and it has opened my eyes to what all those noises are that prevent me from properly sleeping?

Reagan has sat in her bouncy chair for nearly four hours now and been asleep the whole time ABSOLUTELY fine but……like everybody else when they sleep toss a bit turn a bit grunt a bit groan a bit and also freak out a little bit but always ASLEEP and always OK!
The problem is no-one ever tells you that parenting is just fine they always tell you you should do this to prevent this and this to stop that and for the love of fuck please never to that, so when you are left at home on your own with th little bundle of ….. stress ALL you can think about is the worst?
So when she does something differently it ‘freaks you, the FUCK out!” AAAAaaaaRRRRgggHHH! call 99……er hang on lets take another look?
….and sure enough you take another look and she’s fine, so hopefully I may get a better nights sleep from now on
So, Jamie is laid on the sofa ‘asleep’ and I’m watching Reagan…everytime Reagan even breathes erratically Jamie wakes and needs to know who what where & why and this has been so interesting because as a dad I am obviously listening but sub consciously! So to watch and hear her while her mom sleeps and witness them both was very educational!

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