Entries by ALB1970

B plan

Having a plan for tea was a master stroke enabling me to be able to relax early after completing another week at work which ended with me working hard on the phones so I was looking forward to hotdogs very little washing up and the sofa Daddy I am going to my friends I need […]

Hate feeling jealous

Talking to Jamie has become rare and the highlight of the days but if I’m cut short by others  needing her more my mood changes and I have an overwhelming feeling of jealousy. She is something to everyone but everything to me….

Lonely in a world of people

A mate shouted “Are you lonely on your own?” as I walked Billy tonight he was being funny after seeing my Facebook posts and knowing Jamie was in America.I joked: “Yes I have to cook me own tea, but don’t tell her I said!” Walking back home I really did feel lonely maybe because it […]

Nightmares

Jamie said tonight “It’s Sunday nights you struggle with, when I’m away” and thinking about it she couldn’t be more wrong. Sundays are great because I have football to occupy and take my mind away but sitting here tonight watching anything on YouTube to fill the time before going to bed on me, I think […]

Denver 2 – 2

After twatching the first 2 weeks of losing football I had accepted that it was going to be a long season with a rookie quarterback and that was OK. Last week beating a high scoring Tampa Bay holding them to just 7 points it was great to think we were not going to lose every […]

Saturday

The kids are fine if they’re fed the sun came out it was cold but I spent the day in me shed apart from horse riding and cooking Selfish bad dad

Keep busy

The only thing I can do is try to keep busy to take my mind away from not having me best around. I know she would say there are loads of jobs around the house that I could do but there’s keeping busy and there’s keeping busy with a smile. I love going to my […]

It’s not easy, but

Jamie is where she should be right now I am sure she feels selfish for extending her trip to be at a sad family event to 3 weeks but it was £800 to be there for a weekend or for 3 weeks so some quality time alone with her Mom and Dad is exactly what […]

Organisation

I went to me shed tonight to finish off the second cabinet which I’d been desperate to do since Tuesday but life was in the way. Having the right tools is most of the solution but having them accessible and ultimately stored where you can use them is the rest. I think I am getting […]

Help me, please!

We seem to have given up on this? Clothes I washed thrown on floor towels not put away no beds made cups glasses cans festering shoes all over the place the kitchen with lunch stuff just left and dirty dishes not washed IF YOU DO NOT DO YOUR “DAILY” YOU WILL LOSE YOUR PHONE FOR […]