Just got in from playing pool and pleased we actually won a match sadly too rare this season so to take all the points with a 5 3 win against White Lion a good side with some very good players was really good! With no car because I can’t tax it because the MOT ran […]
Today was the absolute worst day everAnd don’t try to convince me thatThere’s something good in every dayBecause, when you take a closer look,This world is a pretty evil place.Even ifSome goodness does shine through once in a whileSatisfaction and happiness don’t last.And it’s not true thatIt’s all in the mind and heartBecauseTrue happiness can […]
14 years since we got married and I have to say it’s the easiest 14 years I could ever have imagined, we’re just made for each other even the tough times aren’t that tough with Jamie by my side. Cheeky Nandos for tea was just what the doctor ordered great family night out with longest […]
Rowt or Route? This morning I tried to make todays change early by walking in a different direction, I am going to walk it doesn’t matter where so I did the old Poppity Johns and canal home. Did it bring me joy, it was a good walk and Billy was excellent, but as soon as […]
Today was a struggle I layed in, we walked, we shopped, I lazed then took Billy but did I find joy? Tonight I spent half an hour grooming from top to bottom all unnecessary hair removed followed by a shower and some aftershave and deodorant. I felt good afterwards and I felt joy, it made […]
Jamie said to me this morning “you have to find joy because work is not your life!” and it made me realise that I really have forgotten what brings me joy? What I hadn’t realised was how much being appreciated for doing a good job at work is important to me. That should not matter […]
We just sat and watched TV I put an American comedienne on called Karen Morgan and she was funny and after BBC4 had a Queen night I watched Jamie looked at her phone and occasionally looked at the TV and slept for a while. She’d been in London since Thursday afternoon and I went to […]
I am not so sure feeling crushed under the pressures of life is exactly what is going on but it does feel like it, my chest feels tight all the time and a lot of that at the moment is coming from work and I know that’s stupid but I actually care what happens and […]
Both Jamie and me seem to be suffering from work overload just now, I can only speak for myself, I am swamped with work at the moment which generally is fine but the thing that makes my work feel like it’s too much is that, I know it could be done in a way that […]
I would have liked to have carried my bat but at the crease, it takes unbelievable concentration to bat for so long and I have let other thoughts creep in over the last few weeks and tonight I was clean-bowled, furniture rearranged, mopped up, sent back to the pavilion. Looking back won’t change the fact […]