I know I know there is no need to shout but why don’t they listen why don’t they even acknowledge my existence until I do…why? Read more

At the moment no matter what Reagan and Lincoln do whether it be school, church or just crafting at home they love to make me stuff and it can be anything from a photo or ornament specific to the time of year or just something they made up, created or drew that made them happy and most of all proud to give it to me as a gift and all they want in return is for me to praise them thank them and tell how proud I am of them which I am of coarse Read more

I got home on Friday night and had my worst craving yet and it would have been very easy to just have a pint and then get right back on the wagon but that’s ot the point…I want to get to February without a drop passing me lips but bloody hell it’s getting tough at weekends. Read more

I go to church most Sundays but I do it so that Mommy can sing without having to worry about the children and they also see me going which enforces the need to go to church which is something I want them to be comfortable with too Read more

Ok so to recap “when the sun comes up you both creep into our bedroom and quietly wake me and we will go down stairs and make Mommy breakfast and then we will go back upstairs with presents and breakfast to wake Mommy and sing happy birthday” which sounded like a simple plan.

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I brought home Mommy’s present and two cards for Reagan and Lincoln to decorate, when I walked in the door I signaled to both of them to SSSSHHHH and to come with me but don’t tell Mommy and we crept upstairs to Mommy and Daddy’s bedroom where we hatched our plan  Read more

Similarly to last night both Reagan and Lincoln were very tired and by the time I got home had more or less finished their teas so I took the opportunity to talk to them both about their days and both said they had fun and both had loved dance class and Lincoln was keen to show me what he had learned giving me a demonstration which was so cute, he really gave a serious show.

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After the experience of last night, we needed to try something different but were not sure what would work as you can see from Mommy’s comment on last nights post “My eyes my eyesRead more

This morning there was the thinnest covering of snow on the ground, barely enough to cover anything but both Reagan and Lincoln were so excited about the very fact that it had actually snowed as they looked out of the front window this morning.
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We saw something tonight that made use both laugh out loud but also concerned me too it was funny because of the resourcefulness it was concerning because it shouldn’t come to what it came to and I want to change things ever so slightly so it does not need to happen like that again Read more